What is a transvestite, and why are women’s clothes so prevalent in cross gender psychology?

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on September 25, 2017

CHAPTER 1 Point A – a human is born a male. Point B – forty years later he wants to chop his balls off and change his name to Tammy. Question: what the hell happened between point A and point B? Where should we start if we want to understand the phenomena? Answer: at the […]


Am I really attracted to men? (‘The Faceless Man’ and other essays)

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on September 24, 2017

The ‘faceless man’ and the terrifying possibility that we have no sexual orientation. Hi, my name’s Felix Conrad and I love black coc*k. I apologise in advance to black men across the world for this blatant sexualisation of their organs but, let’s face it, that’s what sexual organs are for. Furthermore, by the same logic […]


My wife caught me watching forced feminisation porn – help!

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on September 24, 2017

Dear Felix, I’ll get straight to the point. Two days ago I was caught by my wife in an extremely compromising position, watching hardcore Lustomic forced feminisation porn. Having read your article on ‘should I tell my wife about my crossdreaming’ I was hoping you might be able to tell me how the hell I […]


For two years we’ve been writing blog posts about crossgender arousal…and there’s still no agreed term for it. So, please pitch in and tell me what term you use for…a biological boy who is dressing like a girl, imagining he is female and getting turned on. He identifies as a boy…but is questioning his gender […]


Are Sissies Transgender? Why Contemporary Transgender Theory is Absurd.

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on May 23, 2016

Attention: the following article is orientated to those with a deeper interest in sexology and transgender theory. If you’re just looking for a quicker article on ‘sissy sexuality’ then click on the image below.   Introduction Within a short space of time a concept can go from plausible, rational and necessary, to being utterly absurd. […]


I was amazed to find a thread on the crossdreamer forum yesterday (best forum on the net to discuss crossgender sexuality!) about autogynephilia. For two years I’ve been a member of this forum and discovered they were still having the same argument as the day when I arrived. Obviously, I understand why this happens, and […]


When I read articles by well-known liberals espousing the rights of transgender women, I often wonder what they would think if they found out that a certain percentage of those women have a life-long, sexual interest in feminization. Imagine that I, Felix Conrad, decided to transition tomorrow and started to live as Felicia Conrad. I […]


Are crossgender sexualities more prone to porn addiction?

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on April 16, 2016

First – a quick test! For the past couple of months I’ve been considering the following hypothesis: …That crossdreamers who do not fully express their femininity in the real world end up spending more time in porn world where, even though it is purely sexual and imaginary, they are female in some way, shape or […]


The psychology of forced feminisation and humiliation – part 2

by Transcend Everything on September 28, 2015

The most important thing to bear in mind if you are troubled by fantasies that involve humiliation (be they forced feminisation or sado masochism) is that such fantasies are extremely common. While there seem to be some personality types that do not enjoy it, I would argue that the vast majority of people do, and […]


How crossdreamers can live longer and earn extra cash!

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher on September 20, 2015

Having spent a sizable portion of my time recently, being intellectually skull fucked by the notorious WXLUP, I would like to extract something positive from the experience. I initially thought of creating an app – The WXLUP generator – which would, on demand, produce the type of overlong sentences he seems to favour. This is […]


Are the fetishists a bunch of attention whores or… misunderstood?

by Transcend Everything September 19, 2015

I’d like to speak today about a linguistic dispute in the reddit crossdreamer thread. A dispute which can be described in the following terms… – Some members of the community want to refer to crossdreaming as a fetish. We will call them fetishists. – Some members are offended by this. We will call them crossdreamers. […]

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Crossdreaming has made me lonely and incapable of a normal relationship

by Felix Conrad - Clinical Philosopher September 15, 2015

Introduction I have just read a classic description on Reddit of egodystonic crossdreaming… which means, basically, the person hates being a crossdreamer. As is often the way with such cases, the first implement they flagellate themselves with is shame. What particularly upsets this person is their love of humiliation. However, I would point out that […]

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