The psychological origins and causes of crossdressing

by Felix Conrad on August 1, 2018

Point A – a human is born a male. Point B – forty years later he wants to chop his balls off and change his name to Tammy. Question: what the hell happened between point A and point B? Where should we start if we want to understand the phenomena? Answer: at the beginning. CHAPTER […]


Attention: the following article is orientated to those with a deeper interest in sexology and transgender theory. If you’re just looking for a quicker article on ‘sissy sexuality’ then click on the image below.   Introduction Within a short space of time a concept can go from plausible, rational and necessary, to being utterly absurd. […]


For two years we’ve been writing blog posts about crossgender arousal…and there’s still no agreed term for it. So, please pitch in and tell me what term you use for…a biological boy who is dressing like a girl, imagining he is female and getting turned on. He identifies as a boy…but is questioning his gender […]


The ‘faceless man’ and the terrifying possibility that we have no sexual orientation. Hi, my name’s Felix Conrad and I love black coc*k. I apologise in advance to black men across the world for this blatant sexualisation of their organs but, let’s face it, that’s what sexual organs are for. Furthermore, by the same logic […]

1 comment

TEST: Am I a porn addict?

by Felix Conrad on April 16, 2017

Hi, today I’m going to talk about porn addiction in general and then ask you to think about the cross gender perspective. Let’s start with a test! For the past couple of months I’ve been considering the following hypothesis: …That crossdreamers (and ‘sissies’) who do not fully express their femininity in the real world end […]


When I read articles by well-known liberals espousing the rights of transgender women, I often wonder what they would think if they found out that a certain percentage of those women have a life-long, sexual interest in feminization. Imagine that I, Felix Conrad, decided to transition tomorrow and started to live as Felicia Conrad. I […]


The 5 most important questions about crossdreaming!

by Felix Conrad on December 18, 2015

As I walked the streets of New York on Friday, I was doing what most biological men do as they walk around the city: admiring the architecture and admiring the women. However, my feelings with respect to these women were different to other men. Being crossdreamy not only leads to sexological differences…but to a whole series of […]


The 5 stages of CROSSDREAMING

by Editorial Board on December 1, 2015

I was going to write a post about the five stages of crossdreaming but I suddenly had the desire to talk in images. You can add your own words. xx

1 comment

The psychology of forced feminisation and humiliation – part 2

by Editorial Board on September 28, 2015

The most important thing to bear in mind if you are troubled by fantasies that involve humiliation (be they forced feminisation or sado masochism) is that such fantasies are extremely common. While there seem to be some personality types that do not enjoy it, I would argue that the vast majority of people do, and […]

Be the first to comment

How crossdreamers can live longer and earn extra cash!

by Felix Conrad on September 20, 2015

Having spent a sizable portion of my time recently, being intellectually skull fucked by the notorious WXLUP, I would like to extract something positive from the experience. I initially thought of creating an app – The WXLUP generator – which would, on demand, produce the type of overlong sentences he seems to favour. This is […]


Are the fetishists a bunch of attention whores or… misunderstood?

by Editorial Board September 19, 2015

I’d like to speak today about a linguistic dispute in the reddit crossdreamer thread. A dispute which can be described in the following terms… – Some members of the community want to refer to crossdreaming as a fetish. We will call them fetishists. – Some members are offended by this. We will call them crossdreamers. […]

Read the full article

Crossdreaming has made me lonely and incapable of a normal relationship

by Felix Conrad September 15, 2015

Introduction I have just read a classic description on Reddit of egodystonic crossdreaming… which means, basically, the person hates being a crossdreamer. As is often the way with such cases, the first implement they flagellate themselves with is shame. What particularly upsets this person is their love of humiliation. However, I would point out that […]

Read the full article