Autogynephilia explained

The psychological origins and causes of crossdressing

by Felix Conrad on August 1, 2018

Point A – a human is born a male. Point B – forty years later he wants to chop his balls off and change his name to Tammy. Question: what the hell happened between point A and point B? Where should we start if we want to understand the phenomena? Answer: at the beginning. CHAPTER […]


New book definitively disproves autogynephilia

by Editorial Board on December 28, 2015

Dear Felix, Please help me. I’m trans and I want to transition. No, I don’t want to – I need to – because if I have to carry on living a lie I don’t want to live. My family is Muslim and I know my parents will suffer when they find out, but I am […]


This morning I was chastised by Fiona for subscribing to the views of Anne Lawrence. In my opinion, the subject of Anne Lawrence raises an important point for the philosophy of our community. Men Trapped in Men’s Bodies should not have been published in its current form. The editor should have insisted the author add […]


(This article is more aimed at couples where crossgender fantasies are causing a problem – not those couples who enjoy them.) This is the first of 3 articles on behaviour which couples often denote as ‘transvestite’ or ‘autogynephiliac’. The following podcast provides excellent context as a young couple discuss the consequences of John’s ‘sissy’ kink. […]


1.The autogynephilia apocalypse, Shakira, and much much more

by Felix Conrad on September 28, 2015

Introduction: Welcome to the autogynephilia memorial lecture. Today we’re going to be talking about the philosophy of psychology, autogynephilia and… Shakira’s vagina. …That got your attention! You see… I understand many of you are jaded with this subject so I’m gonna promise you two things… you will have never heard a lecture on transgender psychology […]


This question is annoyingly persistent in the crossdreaming community, and it is a morbid, obsessive question which lingers in the transgendered mentality, causing doubt and shame. It is so important we resolve this question that I am going to deal with it in detail and write down the different ways in which it is formulated. […]


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What is autogynephilia?

by Transcend Everything on January 5, 2015

Warning: They say in quantum physics that there are some particles which – for reasons unkown – change their behaviour once they are being observed. I would argue that if your taste lies in that direction, knowing about the theory of autogynephilia changes you forever. It can change your relationship with your sexuality, affect your […]


Is autogynephilia a fetish?

by Transcend Everything on January 3, 2015

‘Fetish’ is an extremely unhelpful word. It is not a neutral, scientific word, but a term that comes loaded with baggage, and to most people is a synonym of ‘perversion.’ Therefore, even if it was technically correct to say that femephilia is a fetish I would eliminate the term from any dialogue around femephilia. However, […]


Is the late onset transsexual simply suffering from an obsession with being female? And if she is, how can she cut it from her life? Steve Jobs was obsessed with creating the world’s best home computer. That was good for him and good for the world. Adolf Hitler was obsessed with killing Jews. That was […]


Managing autogynephilia in a gender identity crisis

by Editorial Board December 16, 2014

Step 5 of the Fusion Program: Keep the glamourpuss in check.  This program is called Fusion. As the name suggests, it’s about bringing different parts of the gendered self together to form one. You are already familiar with – and engaged in the process of – incorporating your deeper female self, but today I would […]

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How do you feel about this transwoman embracing autogynephilia?

by Felix Conrad November 17, 2014

Watching this video confirms why embracing autogynephilia can never be a good idea. If you already have problems related to passing and familial acceptance, it’s surely madness to start broadcasting to the world that your womanhood comes from autogynephilia. “What’s autogynephilia?” they will say, and even if you try to dress it up in flowery […]

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